I spent the entire night at work crying. I got home. For the first time today I looked forward to something. I looked forward to sleep. Maybe then. I would have just enough luck to catch a break. A moment where I wasn’t realizing how miserably stupid I was. A moment where I wasn’t trying to figure out where it started to go wrong. Where I wasn’t trying to recreate scenarios in my mind, trying to pick up the pieces, or find some way to make it better.
But as luck would have it. Or. As my plain stupidity had it. I had locked myself out.
So I stood. Sad. Pathetic. Shivering in the cold. Trying to find other ways in. I laid in my car and watched the doorway. Praying I would see someone to let me in. But just like how you would never let me in that far. Well neither was anyone else.
I laid in my car. And let it pour. I guess being confined in a small cold place while sad kinda does that to someone. I never felt good enough. For some reason I thought I could be that eye opener for you. I thought I was enough. I was so so wrong. It’s not the first time I’ve been wrong and it won’t be the last. But it’s the first time it’s hurt like this did.
Finally there was a pizza delivery. Now here i am. I wonder if he never showed up. Where would I be.
18 Apr 2014 / 0 notes
Scene Queens: Where Are They Now?
i didn’t know just how badly i needed to see this
The Gathering Storm: A Marauders Fan FIlm is in the final days of its Kickstarter campaign, and while we’re doing well, we still have a ways to go if we want to make this film a reality.
It’s absolutely doable, but not without your help. We need to reach our minimum by Monday, or we won’t be able to make a film. So donate what you can, and help us spread the word! We’ve got six days, and we’ll take all the support we can get.
This is making me really sad
Holy shit I didn’t realize there were that few tigers
PROTECT BIG CATS AT ALL COST
I remember seeing a documentary some time ago about declining tiger populations. Although I can’t remember the name of it (or the network), I did find this link which includes lack of prey animals, shrinking habitats, and extremely compromised genetic diversity among the major causes.
How can people still think that poaching is worth it?! People are ignorant pricks.
OMG I AM THE GRUMPUS
I’m the why am I awake most of the time, other times I am the last one, lol.
This made me feel good
i need this right now